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Over the past couple of years, my right hip/pelvis has been working something out. Recently this has become quite intense. I knew a significant point was being reached. The muscles and meridians all through my right leg have sometimes felt full of fire. It was this way yesterday afternoon, and I felt as if a huge weight was pressing across the whole of my pelvis, crushing it closed. Rafi didn’t get an evening walk.
This morning, I woke early and was immediately pulled into my pelvis. I dropped through layer after layer of destruction. I moved through the wreckage of whole civilisations collapsing. Ancient, ancient eras, way beyond anything we have record of. Way beyond Atlantis. Some of them weren’t on this planet. After about an hour of this, I landed in my sacrum. I was on a bare rock scrubbed clean, looking down upon four knights with swords. They surrounded a female figure in a ceremonial arrangement of protection. I hear one word.
“Lilith.”
A little later, sitting to meditate, the space that has opened up in my pelvis ripples through the rest of my body. I become aware that it has not been possible to create from the seeds of destruction. What I have just experienced, the dropping through layers of collapsing civilisation, until I come to the bedrock, which holds Lilith, protected by the masculine is somehow significant of where we are at as a collective.
Coming to write this, I am not sure where to begin, so I look up the story of Lilith. Her and Adam were created at the same time, from the same dust. Equals. She refused to submit to Adam, and left the Garden, was banished to a desert. In mythology, she was demonised. Literally becoming a child killing demon of chaos and destruction.
Sitting to meditate on this, still unsure what it means, I am told, “You are now ready to plant the new seeds of creation. They could not be planted in the old earth, filled with destruction. Now you are ready.”
Collectively, we have dropped through, been pushed through many layers of destruction in our own and the planets story. We are now at a point of connecting to primordial energies. Lilith represents this, the primordial energies of the feminine. Last time we gathered, we connected to the light of distant suns and wove it into our system. The primordial masculine. We are primed and ready.
Many of us are balancing these energies of creation within our own system. It might not be perfect, but there is enough understanding, acceptance, balance and harmony for us to move forward. Much of this is timed at levels way beyond our comprehension. We think we have free will, but in truth we are moved by forces beyond our control.
As I write this, a strong breeze blows through an open window. Four tomato plants on the sill topple over. I know it is time to take them outside and plant them in the garden.
Tomorrow, we will work with these powerful new energies of creation that are beginning to emerge. There are more elements to weave in this rich tapestry, and I will write more later. The coming Solstice on June 21st is a birthing point. The time between now and then is a potent time of inner growth.
